Adina Nicola

What you feel in your body is your reality and your truth. Honor it with authenticity. Sometimes you have to say no, no more – or nothing will ever change.  Take the risk to live your best life ever by saying no.

I’ve experienced abuse in all its forms, verbal humiliation, gas lighting, literally being beaten and thrown out in  the street – but I know that I chose my experiences.  It may sound strange – how would I choose to be beaten – but I allowed it to happen without complaint at the time. Now, years later, I’m grateful for all of that experience as it helped build me to where I am today. I’m so proud of myself and the levels of love I’ve been opened to receive and to give.  And I’ve been feeling that I want to share this in my way without being censored in any way. I might have to go onto another platform for that!.

And I don’t care if my English isn’t perfect – I love myself, I love my body and I love my life. I hope you like me sharing it with you.

Do you know that moment when things are going so well in your life that you start to sabotage yourself subconsciously. One day I can feel on top of the world, the next day I can’t stop crying – I’m feeling angry, I’m feeling sad. I’m feeling frustrated. It’s not because something bad is going on in my life, quite the opposite. It’s all so good, so beautiful but I’m feeling overwhelmed.

I had to travel today. I woke up, but avoided packing until the last minute so I missed the first bus. And I just arrived in the hotel I’ve booked and it’s all so beautiful, two pools, all kinds of great facilities. And then I realised I forgot my passport, when I have a whole journey planned at the weekend to the other side of Mexico where I have a really important booking. Everything would have been so good, but now I have to spend a whole day going back to get it and it makes me so angry with myself.

I guess sometimes that’s just the way it works out. When things are going so good in your life, you start to sabotage yourself because you can’t handle it emotionally. It’s sometimes a fine line between self-love and self-sabotage.

What to do about it? Stay strong, learn from the experience, resolve not to let it happen again. I am strong, I am worthy, I am powerful. Tomorrow I can laugh about it.

I had the best 30th birthday celebration and a week full of surprises, with some strangers I met a week before. But it felt like I’ve known them for thousands of years. They don’t feel like strangers, more like my best friends.

When I decided to fly to Mexico a few weeks ago, I risked everything, like I was giving my power away to outside authority.

I was living in fear and worry for six months just dreaming about coming back to this sacred land and reuniting with my soul family.

In September last year, the border authorities told me I’m not allowed to come back to Mexico. And I believed them.

And I lived with it for a few months while floating around Europe growing my project with @thegoddesscalling sharing my medicine, rituals, initiations and activations with Crystal Crowns into the sacred feminine.

We are projecting, we are constantly creating and learning how to navigate the fifth dimension with the feelings.

Reality is relative. I choose what to experience every day.

I was getting frustrated about nothing working out – it’s long story short, I will not get into details here. It’s so easy to be distracted by fear of imposed authority.

But I had a strong feeling I have to be somewhere else and I could not accept the fact that I’m not allowed to travel.

The days were counting down and I was boiling inside.

At some point I had to decide: ‘f*ck it’ !

I bought my flight ticket, and decided to navigate the higher dimension where I have permission to go anywhere I feel like.

So I surrendered into trusting that this is meant to be, I’ll magically pass, be welcomed and have the best time of my life.

And that is exactly how it worked out.

I met my  powerful sisterhood. So grateful for the amazing women in my life right now who inspire me to grow.

I receive great support from the masculine. I’m finding comon ground between the polarities and ways to complement each other.

I still want to do a live event sharing my story and how I navigate life using a feeling compass to teleport in higher vibrational time lines. Watch out for an invitation!

When things don’t make sense in the mind, is it really worth it to drop everything behind going for something that resonates with your heart?

It’s my birthday, I’m turning 30.

I want to share my story with you, my ups and downs.

How I moved from mind into my heart? I found there were there stages.

1  – Living in the mind and trying to do everything right.

2  – Living a split life feeling like you always need to give up to what’s dear to your heart for “what’s right” .

3 – Living fully from the heart full filing all my desires in life

It’s my birthday, I officially open myself for receiving.

Come join me for my online birthday party soon!

I will share a story,

We’ll have an open conversation

And I will guide you into a self love meditation.

The call is donation based, birthday offering.

I hope to inspire you to step and create your soul palace from your

If you feel like sending me a gift, my PayPal is on my Contact page.